Emotional Parasite

3o Days Examination

one... two.. three.. today's a boring day. Hmmm.. April 25?? is there anything special. I bet there is none. So I decided to spend the day browsing the internet, clean my blog and update some. Then, a facebook news feed flashed on the screen of my laptop. R. A. Soco??? who's that pokemon??haha..

moments passed.. who is he? than i remembered, he was one of the bloggers that caught my attention a year ago because of his works. I decided to pay a visit to his blog and discovered one of his posts (quiet interesting!). Here it goes....

Hemera, the greek goddess of the day. Daylight, sunshine and the sun is her main domain. Rejoice! (What the?!) So while I was browsing this blog of my friend sulatkamayko I saw something quite exciting. So I'll try this one. Actually this is from my fellow schoolmate Vanessa Ortega! :D Let's give it a shot!

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your blogger name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

See, isn't it cool? 
this would be a great way to kill the boredom in me co'z 

I truly hate it and I badly need an urgent cure for this..

thanks R. A. at dahil jan.. try to visit his blog http://spinningballofspace.blogspot.com/2010/08/hemera.html

he's cool. Promise!!! Take a look at his photograph


Day 1---april 25, 2010


smiles do not show what is really behind

you need to discover it by your own
sometimes, it leads to confusion
so don't trust what your naked eye perceives 
for reality only speaks for itself.

facts about me:
1. i'm cute.
2. my first is love is dancing but then i stopped when i realized that I was too big to dance. (literally big)
3. i had my first crush when i was in kindergarten.
4. Angelica is afraid of heights( standing at the edge of the second floor would make me shiver), of rats( i would run as far as I could just to stay away from it, and i don't care if i'm in a public area,)
5. I am very emotional, "iyakin" simple things make me cry...things that nakakatouch or things that would really scare or make me sad.
6. For me, boys are the best friend you can ever have. They can and will keep your secret. They won't use your weakness to put you down and they would make you smile and laugh whatever it takes them.(even risking their Lives??nah? i doubt.. maybe just their reputation)
7. I don't love sweets..(even with chocolates, I love the bitter ones).
8. I don't now how to get mad.. really!  i'm just that good..haha
9. My favorite no. is 7
10. I hated my grade five year. ( i was just very disappointed with my teacher.. well..past)
11. I love doing charity works like Gawad Kalinga..( i love helping, i just don't have the money that's why I want to coordinate with groups that would  help me to do this passion. I'm not rich right!?)
12. I enjoy badminton and when i start holding the racket, you'll see me very serious
13. I easily catch colds.. bad!
14. Most of the time, I can't continue what I have started. All I have is the fighting spirit..
15. Reading stories fascinates me. So is writing.


Day 2---April 26, 2011

another day has come  my way!!!
what am i going to do next? that's the first thing that came up to my mind..
i remembered..... " Emotional parasite"

My blogger's name is no other special. For me this is just a short but a good picture of my personality. I am a parasite of my own. The only way of my survival is to get hold of my emotions. Getting hold of other's emotion too would mean entering in their lives. I love to be with other's. I love it when people approach just to ask for an advice. 

Their emotional dependency towards me is my food, the thing that keeps laughter and smile on my face. I am too is emotionally weak. 
I admit!
 But amidst that reality, I am able to touch and somehow change lives.

Truth speaks, emotional parasites  are no good at all. 
That's right, they gradually eats the whole you.
your mind, your heart, your confidence, your happiness.
I have been once a victim, however I don't have the suicidal tendencies nor one of those captivated by the rise of the emo fashion statements.
Tears fall from my eyes too, misery once succumb my being but that is only in silence for others perceive me as a happy gal who loves to crack jokes and play around yet they still do not know what is inside me.

Emotional parasite is my expression
my life.
 my work of art. 
A parasite may address a negative connotation to many but for me,
it showcases a life that continually strives to live.
A life that can only be sustained if there is the existence of others.

This is My Blog.
This is Me.
I'm Unique but Simple.
Priceless : )

I assure you, Emotional Parasite has more to offer...

Day 3--- April 27, 2011

precious Gems

Friends are like a set of stone collection.At first, we are exposed to different kinds and types of them. we keep on collecting and collecting without examining them very well. But it came to a point where we have to choose what to keep and what to throw.We choose those that interest us,those that we find unique. 

And i'm proud to say that I have found mine. They come from different places, come in different forms and journeys yet their worlds collided with mine.

Day 4---April 28, 2011

Everyone of us has our own habits. Things we can control but we opt to continue doing because we have been used to it. There are good and bad habits but I guess mine's not bad. 

With the phrase : The habit I wish I didn't have...

well, I think it would be eating a lot in times of depression and pressure. Even when I get disappointed, I turn to eating. For me this is just one way to let go of what I feel. I don't care if  I won't look good after doing such, besides I'm not as sexy as anyone else..And I don't have plan to become one.

But sometimes this habit can cause me shortage..I mean "money". I am very thrifty, but when I get mad I'll probably use anything in hand. Good thing, I don't have plenty of money. One time, I got a low score in our exam  and I even skip lunch that day just to save but then disappointment was more powerful. So, I bought 3 pieces of fried chicken plus rice plus junk foods plus ice cream plus water equals pOOr Angelica!!!hahaha

this is not as  bad as you expected right? but just a little trivia: when I was a child i used to suck 2 of my fingers just to fall asleep and I kept on doing that 'til my elementary days..

Day 5---April 29, 2011

Green Pasteur

An opportunity worth remembering, how we mingled and make friends with new acquaintances. How we shared our culture and heritage as an Argaowanon to the rest of the nation.

With us, were MR. Daryl Davide and Sister Delia Pedrosa F.I. I have created much bond with them and to the rest of the Hijas family.

Another reason why I can't forget this trip, is because it's my first time to be on board of an airplane. This is one the dreams I have in life. Unexpectedly, it came into reality because of this chance.

Those dizzy moments, chatting riots, and jet logs were all worth it for this experience will be forever embedded in my heart. ADMG!

Miss this place!!!

Everytime I remember this place, I can clearly recall my highschool years. It was during my junior year when I was one of the selected students to be part of the 75th year celebration of the Hijas de Jesus family.

With me were the fourth year students and Abegail, Maureen and Trisha..(junior students)

For me, this is one big privilege to be chosen as a delegate from the whole school body.

With this experience, I have gained many friends especially those who belong to the senior year. I spent most of the time with them during the said event.
 Happiness can never be measured by any scale or tape measure, only the change that it had brought to your life will definitely show its weight.

Day 6 July 9, 2011

Title Text.

yellow and black plus a batman symbol, rockin'

Facts about
my Hero!

 is a fictional character created by the artist Bob Kane
 and writer Bill Finger.
 A comic book superhero, Batman first appeared in Detective Comics #27 (May 1939), 
and since then has appeared in many of DC comic's publications.

 Originally referred to as "the Bat-Man" and still referred to at times as "the Batman", he is additionally known as "The Caped Crusader","The Dark Knight",] "The Darknight Detective",and "The World's Greatest Detective"


Why Batman?

He is no less than a superhero--having great power and has great responsibilities.

But one person  opened my mind that though this character is fictional, he is indeed not using super power rather his skills and mighty gadgets.

He is cool and really manly, strong and of course righteous. For me, His costume really rocks. Mysterious plus the black and white accent. This is really the best.

Aba naman! 
I love the CAst of Naruto! (in CHIBI mode)
Well, can I consider them as my favorite Hero too?

In the original version of the story and the vast majority of retellings, Batman's secret identityis Bruce Wayne, an American millionaire (later billionaire) playboy, industrialist, and philanthropist. Having witnessed the murder of his parents as a child, he swore revenge on crime, an oath tempered with the greater ideal of justice.

Wayne trains himself both physically and intellectually and dons a bat-themed costume in order to fight crime.[3]Batman operates in the fictional American Gotham City, assisted by various supporting characters including his crime-fighting partner, Robin, his butler Alfred Pennyworth, the police commissioner Jim Gordon, and occasionally the heroine Batgirl.

He fights an assortment of villains such as the Joker, the PenguinTwo-FacePoison Ivy and Catwoman. Unlike most superheroes, he does not possess any superpowers; he makes use of intellect, detective skills, science and technology, wealth, physical prowess, martial arts skills, an indomitable will, fear, and intimidation in his continuous war on crime.

    sAy iT :)